At A Glance Author Mike IAM old soldier Artist Me Location Pgh, PA

I am a seventy-three year old retired teacher (fifteen years), and have written widely on the CCC history in PA (more) plus one novel and a play. I am currently involved in two projects; a small grant from the state to gather CCC history, and also a video documentary on NW PA local history. I am also a prostate cancer survivor. If you read my lengthy article in bisection section called "I am a cutter" you can learn a lot more about what brought me here. I have been into genital mods for the past fifteen years, and an avid reader of BME for the past 7-8 years.

I have a hunch that my urge to cut spins off my creative ability. That is, I have been quite busy this summer and early fall doing research and writing. I have had no urge to increase the bisection until last week when I began to do some minor cutting. The next few evenings were spent enlarghing the cut. Today I made a significant cut, and as a result when it heals it will really look like a genital bisection.

Last nite while browsing BME and the bisection site, I noticed that an Austrilian man who had tied off each of his heads. This made a lot of sense to me so I did the same thing — you can put mild pressure on each head, pulling them apart. You see a lot better when you cut. I also added another apsect to the cutting — I used a TENS unit and placed one electrode about four inches into my urethra... I have a subincision as well, and then wrapped wires from the other electrode around the base of my cock, just above where I had placed an elastic band to prevent initial heavy bleeding.

The Aussie tie off

CU of tie off and new cut

In the pictures you can see that the heads are rather white — that is because the band had been on at least ten minutes when I started to cut. I turned the TENS unit up to high (I frequently do that anyway) and it have me an incredible sensation, closer to extreme pleasure than pain. I proceeded to make my cuts and I must admit that I felt nothing but the electrical current surging thru my cock. Because the heads were tied off, I could guide the blade much more easily, and because the elastic band had stopped most blood circulation I could see what I was doing. I must admit that my biggest trouble was with my shaking hands... the pleasure level was extreme!

I don't really believe an ejaculation ever gave me such a great high! And that's the best description I can give. It simply made me high as a kite without the benefit of any drugs. Cutting, as I said in my previous article, is like a drug, in that if done correctly and the person is in the necessary mental state, it can beat most drugs. I have taken morphine while in the hospital. It produces a wonderful feeling, almost like an out of body experience. That's the reason I never complain when it is offered under surgical, hospital controlled situations. But cutting offers a natural euphoria that, at times, can be better than sex.

Note the length of the cut below circ scar

A deeper cut

A close up

This procedure has just been completed as I write this. Healing should be normal. I will bathe it in salt solution twice a day for a week or so until tissue begins to heal. If you read my article I am a Cutter the reflections, attitudes, and so on are all stated there. This is a very private procedure which means a lot to me. At this point I don't know whether I will continue cutting because I have to see how it heals and how much of the initial cutting closes back up.

Mike